Now you're in my world! Here everyone is insane! And Be-you-tiful! :*

For @matchstickz 50 set summer challenge!
 
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OMG! How are you all?? My week kind of sucked :/ Two of my closest friends just decided they want to stop trying to be friends with me. The dude I like is super shy and can't get the balls to ask me out. And I have one weekend left with everyone I love here!
 
So I am ONLINE now! AT LAST! Shoot me PM loves??
 
Ohhh and.....
 
@s4sh4 giiiiiirllll!!! WHAT! IS! WRONG! OMG tell meh what happened babe :'(
 
Lots of love babys! :3 <3 <3 xoxoxo

I know he loves me and I love him too but I'm just a scared coward. I can't bear the thought of him asking me out b/c that would mean boyfriend and girlfriend and I just can't have that.
 
Then we would have to talk. Get to know each other more and I fear if I let him in he'll will see me as I see myself. And it would all go down hill from there for sure.
 
That's all the reasons I can't date! You would be the first you know. To truly love me and be my boyfriend. I know you want to but you wouldn't if you knew.
 
My friends can't tell you anything. I love them but they don't know. The insecurities. The pain. The hurt. You could know if you ask. I would let my walls down in a heart beat. But you would walk away for sure. I just know. A little piece of me has hope tho. And that hope might be your only open door.
 
So please if you want to call me "Girlfriend" then just know I'll always want you near to make me happier. But don't worry we can stay up all night and talk about your problems too. I would love to listen.
 
And that's the way I would love you. :)
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No one will ever bother to read it anyway. So this must have been a waste of my time.
 
And yes this is all currently describing my real life. Wrote it all. :)
 
Yeah umm so huge thanks for reading till here, baba! I love you too okay? I promise. Thanks(:

for @matchstickz 50 set summer challenge!
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Can I just apologize for how sucky this is!? It's just UGH u know...
 
Anyways except working on this set for hours that turned out really crappy was just one of my terrible failures today. It was actually okay at one point then I just screwed it over.
 
Can I just give a huge shout out to every person who ever got the courage to walk up to their crush and tell them you like them? No one? Oh okay then. Yeah impossible right?
 
But my real problem is that I know he likes me! He likes me! I like him! And you ask "Why are you not dating?"
 
(Well me and him kind of have a long story. So um I guess if you wanna talk about your crush PM me and we can talk all night long about the one our hearts skip a beat for.)
 
But anyway just to shorten the story: I'm leaving the country permanently in 17 days. I'm not allowed to date and my parents wouldn't even approve of him :/ And he doesn't know I like him. And the scary thing is I never wanted to feel this way I just ended up liking him a lot more than I intended to.
 

Even reading what I wrote I don't even know what I'm typing. Like um lol what?
 
Don't get me? Cool. You won't be the first and certainly not the last.

Name: Taylor
 
Why do you want to join?: Sounds really cool and fun. I just really want to try it
 
Group (amount of time on polyvore): -6 months
 
Tag some friends: @s4sh4 @missk24
 
Anything else?: yeah. it's my first time doing this kind of group thing. So I might ask a bunch of questions .-.
 
Tag me, @foreverandalways-rachael

for @matchstickz 50 set summer challenge!
 
cupcakes are one of my fave snacks!!! :D I'm so healthy during summer... *very very sarcastic*
 
thank you to @s4sh4 I love this girl!! thanks for the help, babe! Much better set than all my others(:

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This was super fun! :* thnx tip charts <3 <3

for @matchstickz 50 set summer challenge
 
all my sets so far! I'm so slow >.<

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Pretty much what the description says. Just comment if i can look through and save your items. And you will be very welcome to go through mine. :)xx
 
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Taylor Swift is forever always my biggest inspiration <3 :*